For a long time I thought I would never find a Master. I thought I would never find someone who would accept my puppy self. So I hid that part of myself from my partner, I didn't tell my partner that I wanted to be his puppy. I even wanted to et rid of my desire to be a pup. I felt awful about being a puppy. But one day I finally decided to tell my partner about my desire. I told him I wanted to be his puppy and that it's relaxing and helps with my anxiety.