Depression and feeling unwanted

Hi everyone who reads this 

So six years ago I was struggling with who I am and my disability that while I was at uni I nearly jumped off a bridge into the river I have since slowly come to accept who I am but this year in particular for factors I won't go into I have that sense of loneliness, and being unwanted that I've been wonder what would of happened if I did jump

so I want to educate everyone that it's ok not to be ok and talk about how you feel and know that im here for you and have personal experience in depression and anxiety