So I haven't been able to go to any socials for a while through work commitments and cost, but I have been exploring my Pup behaviour with my Boyfriend and trying to explore kinkier sides of play which culminated in going to Collared this last weekend...

General pup play at home has been steady if not continual. Some days when I am at boyfriends we are busy going out or have little time together and let's say the baser pursuits of being together come first, but when we have time and no other commitments then Pup has been coming out to play, I have brought myself so balls and rope toys that I enjoy getting to play fetch with and boyfriend appears to love encouraging me and teasing me with hiding, I still majorly enjoy the effection and cuddles and pats boyfriend gives while I am in pup headspace, as evidenced in a major photo upload early in the month I managed to get boyfriend to take photos of me at play and I have got more comfortable with my look... although I need to loose my belly.. Boyfriend/Master has threatened to punish me when I have nipped at his fingers when he gets them too close to my mouth, but so far I haven't got him to punish me... he will eventually - having spoken about pain/punishments he is aware I want some level of pain/spankings, but he doesn't want to hurt me... bless him.. He is getting into having a pup more and more and is eager to take me out into the forest in pup gear... probably won't be until warmer weather returns...

I have also found I am opening up and being more chatty online in Telegram chats which is good I seem to be more at ease being my cheeky open seem online, in person until I feel safe and known around people I am still very self conscious that I am an outsider.. know no one and won't be accepted to I sit on the edges... Gotta work on that but really doesn't help that boyfriend/master is even less social than me... so we seem to get tethered together and share our security within ourselves...

so exploring kinky side... 

withoit going x rated I have managed to get boyfriend to restrain and tease me more often, he realises that the longer he plays and teases the better pay off in the end for him... 

while that is great he still lacks ideas and me having to tell him what to do sort of destroys the sub/Dom balance and takes away from some of the play/sense enjoyment... so on that we decided to head to a Kink event explicitly Collared London... website mentions demonstrations and such so cool might give us some ideas or meet so interesting people.

So get to collared head in get into pup gear and relax into evening... 1st thoughts ok some interesting equipment around... friendly welcome... let's see how night goes... 

Ohh a pup getting tired to a post.. interesting... we both want to explore rope work... we did later see someone under suspension... that looks cool...

Ohh someone getting canned, there you go master see a punishment... ohh master see's bruising and welts broken skin on the guy getting canned... states no no that no for me, I could never hurt you.. ughhh... have good conversation about knowing limits and maybe I want/need some pain yes maybe not that much but...

we did engage in some public play but all in all quite a tame night and a little of a let down... but it keeps an open dialogue about how we each want to play and explore our needs so good fun...

last update on occurrences in Koala's world is having seen boyfriend look at some rubber/latex things in some soho shops, I got myself a cheap latex rubber suit online... I like the feel and tightness although not the tightest fit being just a cheap suit, but having said I didn't like rubber to bf before and him saying he didn't I felt weird getting it.. anyway he has seen it in my newly organised storage boxes and is eager to see me in it and play... so we shall see where this pink pup goes from here..