Lifes a hell of alot better since i joined here.  Talking with other pups have helped me in more than a few ways.  Wife is far more understanding and playful about it.  I dont think i had the clarity to explain this part of me but i understand alot more now.  Cant wait for my new suit to come in.  I am one happy as hell doggo today.  Thank you to everyone who commented on my last blog and talked to me on telegram.  This community kicks ass i just wanted to throw that out there.